huwaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~~~

14
HOURS
MORE~~~~~~~~~

takoooott.............

takuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakuttakut!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SKJB

IT IS LESS THAN 24 HOURS FOR BEING CALLED AS A TEACHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SCARED~~~~~~~~~~~

A happy yesterday

Yesterday, my family came n visited me......... hehehe.... actually they came n send me a car 4 my practicum....
n i was soo happy bcz im able to met them!!!!!!!!!!!
love them so much.........
i cant go back home 4 nearly a month and a half. miss my room, the scent of my house, the warmth of my family........
but luckily they were here yesterday n went back to my hometown last night.
my sis was so excited as she rarely took a bus anywhere.......
huhu.... funny but its true.......
we went shopping n went to my future practicum school.
im so nervous rite now.
is it 2mrrw? OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
feels like im still not ready for that.........
Ya ALLAH, please lend me your extra strength...... AMIN

Tralala

we had watched hindustan movies about dyslexia child and it touched every single soul that had watched it. But, we havent watched it until the end as etika class began to start. Hahaha~~
After class i went to withdraw my allowance, go to the post office n heading to queensbay mall....
its shopping tyme!!!!!!!!
i bought prefume n body wash frm bodyshop, blackhead pack frm etude house, sandals at jusco n some of my itsy bitsy thinggy.... hahaha..... so fun!!!!
n we went back at nearly 10pm...... huhu~~~
my family will come tomorrow~~~~ so HAPPY.....
intend to do my lesson plan n micro teaching reflection tonight but...... i suppose, i should post poned it till tomorrow......... wiwiwiwiwiwi~~~~~~~~~

I Love Myself The Way I Am

last night, I had come across a excerpt in a book entitled LOVE STORIES o a different kind Series 1. I would like to share it with everyone.....

I love myself the way I am, there's nothing I need to charge
I'll always be the perfect me, there's nothing to rearrange
I'm beautiful and capable, of being the best me I can
And I love myself, just the way I am
I love the world the way it is, cause I can clearly see
That all the things I judge are done, by people just like me
So 'til the birth of peace on earth, that only love can bring
I'll help it grow, by loving everything
I love myself the way I am, and I still want to grow
But change outside can only come, when deep inside I know
I'm beautiful and capable, of being the best me I can
And I love myself, just the way I am - Source: The story Bin

A.RA.SHI

Suddenly I need to recharge my spirit n energy........

Hajikerya yea! sunao ni good!
Dakara choito omoi no wa boo!
That's all right!
Sore demo jidai wo kiwameru
Sou sa bokura wa super boy!
We are cool
Ya na koto attemo dokka de kakko tsukeru
Yaru dake yaru kedo ii desho?
Yume dake mottatte ii desho?
You are my soul! Soul!
Itsumo sugu soba ni aru
Yuzurenai yo daremo jama dekinai
Karadajuu ni kaze wo atsumete makiokose
A-ra-shi a-ra-shi for dream

Kyou mo terebi de itchatteru
Hisan na jidai datte itchatteru
Bokura wa itsumo sagashiteru
Dekkai ai toka kibou sagashiteru
Everyday! Everybody!
Madamada sekai wa owaranai
Ima kara hajimete mireba ii ja nai
Let's get on! Let's get on yea!

Step by step buttobu yori mo hadaka no mama tsukkome
Day by day taikutsu yori mo ah shigeki ga hoshii kara
Ookina tsubasa hirogeyou

You are my soul! Soul!
Itsumo sugu soba ni aru
Yuzurenai yo daremo jama dekinai
Karadajuu ni kaze wo atsumete makiokose
A-ra-shi a-ra-shi for dream

Hageshii arashi ryoute ni uke tome
Yuuki wo dashite ima tobidatou
Ten wo tobikau muteki no kumo wa
Fly away

Step by step buttobu yori mo hadaka no mama tsukkome
Day by day taikutsu yori mo ah shigeki ga hoshii kara
Ookina tsubasa hirogeyou

You are my soul! Soul!
Tsuyoku shite kureru kara
Namida datte sou sa asu no energy
Mirai ni mukatte hageshiku tsukinukero
A-ra-shi a-ra-shi oh yea!

You are my soul! Soul!
Itsumo sugu soba ni aru
Yuzurenai yo daremo jama dekinai
Karadajuu ni kaze wo atsumete makiokose
A-ra-shi a-ra-shi for dream

Kyou mo terebi de itchatteru
Hisan na jidai datte itchatteru
Bokura wa itsumo sagashiteru
Dekkai ai toka kibou sagashiteru
Everyday! Everybody!
Madamada sekai wa owaranai
Ima kara hajimete mireba ii ja nai
Let's get on! Let's get on yea!

You are my soul! Soul!
Itsumo sugu soba ni aru
Yuzurenai yo daremo jama dekinai
Karadajuu ni kaze wo atsumete makiokose
A-ra-shi a-ra-shi for dream

Yes maam...........

my AR lecturer had approved our topic......... yeay!!!!!!!!!
but before and after the approval, we have to listen to some talk........
hehehe....... as usual, everything is like an air, floating and just passed by my ears n now i had already forgotten what did she said........ huahuahuahua~~~~~
next mission----------> BUAT PROPOSAL!!!!!!!!!

headache....

i went back early today..... went to assembly and dunno where to go. than i accompanied my fren to unit praktikum as her school havent get the official letter. i dunno whether my school had received any official letter. this monday my partner n i will juz go there n introduce ourselves. actually im not brave enough to stay in my room but i dunno where else to go. i had planned to meet my AR lecturer but she is not around n my partner has his microteaching now. Good luck to him!
Our allowance is finally in!!!!!! Yeay!!!!!!
but im not planning to go out as i need to complete my assignment. For lesson plan and microteaching reflection, i need to complete it by this friday. Plus, my AR topic still need to be confirmed by my lecturer n we need to do a proposal. That also need to be completed by tomorrow as friday is the last day to submit the proposal. Haih~~~~~~
Im planning to continue my critical review. i just wrote 909 words out of 1500..... another 591 to go...... soo sleepy... can i take a nap for awhile and do it a few minutes later? huhuhu~~~~

works n much more......

till now i haven't wrote anything about my reflection niter my video review.....
luckily i had my discussion wif my partner juz now n already decided my AR topic..
as we dunno each other for almost 6 years, we talk about other things more than what we actually supposed to discuss.
n still, we havent planned anything for the AR proposal....
i need to fin some theories for video review.... already got the rough idea but its all scattered in my mind.....
i need to organize them properly.....
2morw still need 2 attend some wcc talk at 2.30.....
haih~~~
too many things to settle this week....
- video review (friday)
- AR proposal (friday)
- lesson plan dan micro teaching reflection (next week but still need to do it this week)
everything need to be settled this week as i dunno whether i have time to think of other things next week......
we had our practicum taklimat this morning untill 1.45pm and we took cohorts pictures 2gether..... i already got my buku rekod and the other one is the white book dunno what its name....
wish me luck......

stressed again.........

enough of happy mood n surrounded in lala land.... come back to work....
seriously, im soo stressed n depressed when it comes to work..... hate it!!
tis evening my bff called n we talk for one and ahalf hours..... huhu...
juz gossiping n sharing feelings, change some thoughts n stories..... its pretty fun...
cant wait untill CNY...........
then, my bz poko called.... dunno y but im so upset wif her........
maybe bcz she always bz whenever i called her. same goes to my sis.......
i know dat i need to understand them....... but im so stressed n needs someone to talk to........
my2nd bff called juz nw... although she had to spend rm0.30/min, we talked for more than 30 minutes...... pity her........
as well, nothing important, not much talking...... but we juz want to feel the presence of each other..... while 'talking' to her, i'd checked her blog n she said dat she is mad at me n my bff bcoz of last nite issues....
huhu....
noting much to share wif her.... bcz i juz simply posted at my bff wall n never meant anything.....
huhu......
well feel better now n i have to start my diving reflection for 700 words now or else i need to stay up 2nite....
jaaaaaa..............
ps: still feel like wanna cry n scream..................... =(

Elaun oh elaun

elaun x msuk lg....
td beli tiket 4 my familia n utk cuti CNY...
da lesap rm200....
ad rm50 sampai sabtu depan...
tolong jgn suroh baya ape2 lg...
sy da nak muflis.....
tdi berjaya menjual 2 btg pen yg berharga singget stiap satu utk menyara kehidupan sebelum kemasukkan elaun ini...
sedey2.................
nak mintak pama, malu la.... nak mintak subsidi, da kena warning da... x ley mintak lelebay.....
huwaaaaaaaa........ bantu..... bantu............

haiysh....

pening kpala ni... gram pun ade... nak marah pon iye gak...
klu da ckp nak discuss ari ni, ckp r btul2... klu x nak pon, ckp r x nak.
x pon ckp je sehari b4 nak anta... susah sgt...
da r nak ckp pon kena msg..
da x de mulut ke nak ckp? sengal... tetiap ari tgk muke ak ni, ckp r...
mcm susah sangat.... tah pebendenye pon...
nak msg2... buat perabih kredit jek...
sengal!!!!
seko lagi makhluk sengal ni... pening kepala ak bau febrez...
sakit kepala.... menyembur x ingat...
ngan baju2 ak skali dia sembur...
abis sume... da r pelik... sengal la sume....
haih~~~~

Happy!!!!

haven't comes across that word for a long time.... HAPPY!!!!
i had done my microteaching today... still dunno what r da comments...
as long as i had finished it, well its ok......
juz need to focus to other works...
huhu....
although for production parts i done it wrong...
i supposed to tell them to do the ending in group but i forgot...
i told them to do it individually n confidently told my lecturer that it is an individual work....
huhuhu.... i admit my mistakes...
hohoho~~~~ i will accept all her comments n work on the proper lesson plan and submit it this wednesday.....
ps: hehehe.... happy <--- got an inspired msg n comment frm........... yippie!!!!!!

Scremmmmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ive already planned 2 go home but suddenly hv 2 cancel my plan because of the lesson plan...
hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so tired, my head is stuck....
my lesson plan got rejected n i have to redo the whole parts of it....
some more, need to present micro teaching this Monday....
besides, for minor trip there's ppl who always give -ve thought n try to drag others.....
im sick of 'HER'!!!!!!! so 'power carzy' la dat girl.....
hate her also......
there's x time to smile..... =(

stuck, stress n depressed~~!!!!

huhuhu.... feel like wanna scream out loud n cry!!!!
huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
so stress bcz i still dunt have any idea how to conduct an activity n do my lesson plan...
im stuck in the beginning of the process of doing the lesson plan.....
and so depressed because there r many of things inside my tiny brain... i feel like it will burst in any time.... please ALLAH, give me some strength....

takut sangat nih!!!!

huhuhu.... takut sangat.... dga cite mcm2 pasal sek praktikum...
huhuhu..... takut takut takut.... sek org lain cam x de pape jek...
sek sy yg menggerunkan..... sy ngeri n takut....
lecturer pon strict.... huhuhu.... camne nih....
takut sangat nih.............
gejala kecut perut melanda.... sakit kepala...
perut memulas..... huaaaa..... nak balik!!!!!!!!!!!!
mak!!!!!!!!!!

serabut...

srabut serabut serabut serabut...
serabut giler....
lesson plan x plan nak wat pe, microteaching jauh skali...
case study nk kne wat dah...
presentation x setup lg....
whaaaaa........ praktikal dah dekat......
ni tgh tension ke?

wondering~~

hmm.... suddenly i thought of sumntin dat i dunno y im thinking of it.... n dunno how it comes across my mind... just wondering and it just pop up.... huhu......
can a person who already have a boyfriend/girlfriend 'sms'ing other opposite gender of friend like he/she 'sms'ing to his/her gf/bf? do u get what i mean? for example, a girl who have a bf, keep texting to a 'friend' (who is a boy), share their thoughts, feelings, sharing about what they did for the whole day n i presume she did that to her bf as well.... i think its weird..
huhuhu~~~ y im thinking of it? hmm... juz let it be.... its not me after all..... but just wondering.....

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ari ini tidak buat apa-apa.... hahaha....
bgn awl sbb mlm td tdo awl... mandi pon teramat awl... hihihi...
kengkonon nakla wat pape yg berpekdah... tpi akhirnye.. terdampar gak kat atas katil...
mlm ad discussion... tapi satu hape pon x paham... ape2 aje lah...
bebual jek... tau2 dah abis... huhu....
nak tgk ajl... x ley plak... loading je memanjang....

Melawat sekolah...

Ari ni g melawat sk jelutong barat, hamilton, bayan lepas ngan mutiara perdana... huhuuu... pgalaman yg x dpt dilupakan... hahaha...
seawal 8 pg lg da kuar dah... ktorang sewa kete ngan bdk junior... 8-12....
huhu... terus je menonong g cari sek. sblum g, ade la bukak goggle map... cadangannye senang sket... dlm map tu, jln sume cam senang... sy pon siap lukis lg kat dlm kertas...
bila dah g, sesat barat.... mcm nama sek gak.... hahaha
nak g sek sy tu, sesat2 pastu siap tanye org lg... lps 2 jam baru berjaya sampai dpn sek tu... hahaha... tu pon nasib baik ade sorang pakcik yang baik hati tunjukkan jalan kat kitorang.... so, i juz follow him laa.... n sek sy tu bersepah2 'kucing besa'... haiyoo... x lrat nak tgk...
jln nak g sek tu mmg berliku... berpusing2... masuk taman, berbelok2 dan kena masuk pasar... seyes kena berani redah pasar.... klu x, x sampai la gamaknye.... huhuhu
pastu trus g tesco sbb msg2 da lapa n meneruskan perjalanan g area bayan lepas...
balik dri tgk sek, g perangin n chowrasta pulak... kali ni naik bas...
balik2 jek, mau tercabut segala tulang temulang, sendi2, saraf2... ni pon... bedenyut2 kepala... nak smyg isyak n bum!!! tido... jjjaaaaa........

ini hari....

tadi petang g tesco ngan jran sebelah... x de hajat pape pon.... saje je... lg pon nak amik duit... huhu... hampir2 kering dah... hahaha.... gaji tucen pon x dapat lg... hampeh tol....
pastu g la beli pinggan sbb nak ganti pinggan yg dah sy pecahkan... ganas tol!!!
tuan empunya da ckp x yah ganti tp sy segan la.... ganti je la... bukan mahal bepuluh ringgit pon...
patu tolong sorg lg kwn cri nama utk adik dia... last2, mak dia dah ada nama dah.... hehe... kitorang je yg xcited mencari.... x pe nnT boleh guna utk anak sendiri... huhuhu
one more thing, ari ni mmg ari yg paling memalukan.....
malu sesangat.... ade ke org mintak no matrik partner sy, sy la pulak yg tukang jwb...
malu tol... da r partner sy pon ad kat situ.... sy ni pulak x dga betol2... main jwb je.... aduss....
malu muka... rasa tebal bratus inci.... malu... malu.... malu.....

takutttt......

takut sangat-sangat.....
kecut perut ni... mimpi pon dah tah pape... mengarut-ngarut dah....
pengalaman ros dulu dah beputar2 tah bape kali dah dlm otak ni....
takut sangat.... dah x tau perasaan ape dah...
sume dah bercampur baur...
nak nangis pon ade, nak ketawa pon ade... da mcm org gila dah....
yg pasti, takooottttt sesangatttt...
camne la nak abiskan mase lg 3 minggu ni.....
lg 3 minggu dlm ketakutan....
penat dah urat perut ni...
asyik kecut jek... lelame bole jd kurus... hahahaha~~~

oh my.....

my dad had approve my application. yeay!!!
but my friends asked me if i had any intention 2 join her....
actually, it is x a bad idea... but im afraid if it will burden her.
havent tell her let... maybe later laaa.... huhuhu...
ive dream of school since yesterday.... oh my.....
n still dunno which one is my lecturer.... aiyak!!!
huhuhuhu..... nervous gilerrr........

praktikal oh praktikal

ari ni da tau praktikal kat ne... sek yg bertuah ialah sk jelutong barat...
td partner sy tpn... tp lecturer x kenal sape tah... takuuutttt dpt yg x besh...
huhuhu~~~ hadusss.....
sume kengkwn sibuk bincang nak g camne sek sape yg dekat sesame....
sy pn x ley bayg sek tu kat ne, camne, dekat ke, jauh ke...
lepas ni nak g survey dulu....
huhu.... lom wat application nak bwk kenderaan lg...
x tau r approve ke x...
ari tu cam x...
takut nak cakap.....
doakan yg terbaik utk sy n partner yee......

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Adoiyyysshhhh....

Sakit giler kaki.... melecet aritu da baik... ari ni melecet balik n makin teruk...
hua.... tu yg ponteng meeting blok tu.... sori en warden.... sy x berkemampuan nak turun dari tigkat 3.
isu air pon makin menjadi2.... pg td x de air... mlm ni pon da cam sipi2 tak de dah....
camne nak merantau g blok lain... gate tutup kol 11.
aiyak.... camne ni....
susah r nak wat bisness.... kang tetibe dpt seru memalam... mane nak g....
hadoii....
anyway, mlm ni happy sbb dpt ckp ngan mak, abah n kanie... yeay!!!
besok mayB da bole tau praktikal kat ne, partner sape dsb... hope everything will be smooth n ok...
bedebaneeeee............

duhhh....

2nd day of 2010 yg membosankan... x de wat pe.... tgk cite n tido...
pepagi lg da dga bunyi org betukang... bwk la mak, bapak, adikberadik sume naik...
ak nak g toilet pon kene tgk kiri kanan cam nak melintas...
pastu ak jemur bj pun nak tgk gak... mcm x prnah gak org jemo baju.... tah pape jek..
pastu, yg satu hal ni, ak x ske org panggil nickname family ak, melainkan family aku...
nk jd family aku ke? sorii... ak x nak.... ke da x de modal lain....
ak x de pon nak panggil2 nickname family ko.... mcm sengal.... duhh!!!!!!

New Year

it new year already.... good bye all 2009 memories....
huhu.... sy x de azam utk thn ni... hahaha....
juz go wif da flow.... lets time decide....
whatever its is, juz accept it wif open heart....
hahaha..... too many 2009 memories n experiences....
maybe later if im not too lazy to type, i will tell u the most unforgettable event in my life...
juz wait n see.... haha... jaaa ne