Ramadhan 2014

Alhamdulillah Ramadhan kembali lagi..

Syukur dapat menikmati puasa.. Semoga kita menjadi orang yang bersyukur dan menghargai apa yang kita ada...

Salam Ramadhan! ^__^


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Daku Dimarah...

well... as stated above, i've been lectured by a lecturer.. Bunyi mcm normal je kan? Hahaha.. But, I don't understand why and what. Her 1st sentence was, 'Why you never met me before?' n I was like... whatttt???? mental breakdown! And, there come words like 'nobody here when i'm arrived. You should wait for me, show me to the class, prepare my chair n desk. In other school, they even prepare foods and drinks but I don't expect that from you! When I had done observing, you should prepare proper place to discuss, not at the canteen. See, this is not proper. I am a lecturer you know, not the parents that come to school. You are bad! You should learn about courtesy. You want me to make a report about you to your headmistress? '

Ok fine...

First,
How can I escort you from the time you get out from your car? I myself need to enter my class... Who will look after my children? If anything happen, who will be responsible at?? You? I don't think so.

Second,
Why I never met you before? Because when you first came, I saw you discussing with the practicum teacher. Takkan la ak nak menyelit tetibe dan dengan riang gembiranya nak cakap, 'Hai! sy guru pembimbing' I've waited for you nearly half an hour, ok! And got to go to my class. I know you will say, 'Everybody got classes' Mestila... Dah tentu2nye dtg kat sekolah. Mestila sume org ada kelas. Bukan dtg suka suki goyang kaki. When you came for 2nd time, I was MC. So, do you expect me to call you and inform that I am MC? Fyi, I'd never been informed that you will come on that day. And your 3rd visit, without stopping or pauses, you keep blaming me for not entertaining you AS A LECTURER. You keep repeating that I am bad, no courtesy, no manners but than, is it a proper way to talk to a person who you just met for the first time? One more thing, you never go to the office and met my headmistress right? You never sign the buku pelawat also, right? Is that courtesy that you said? Is that respect that you repeatedly emphasize? I know I'm farrr younger than you but still, I think this is not what A LECTURER should behave.

Third,
Proper place? Wait.. i'm thinking hard... A special room for discussing is it? Kenapa lecturer lain bole je discuss kat kantin? x pernah la pulak yg ada request bilik khas.. Puan Hajah, we should built a special room just for that lecturer to come and have discussion. (Kompem puan hajah ckp, dari wat bilik khas baik wat bilik darjah). Demand!

Fourth,
I bet the practicum teacher had given the time table. But I wonder why you never came based on that time table. When I said I can't enter the class according to your time because I have my own class, you said, 'Everybody got class!' I already inform you a week before that I can't make it as I have 7 periods on that day and clashed with other teachers that I want to change my timetable and you said it's ok. But than, what had happened?

I never talk back to you not because I'm scared. It's because, I'm confused. I just say 'Hello!' And your words came out like machine gun. You keep asking me to agree that I am the one who did wrong. I am the one who should apologize. What I most remember was, your last word, 'If you have class you can go' wow! full of courtesy..You are the most 'polite' lecturer I ever met. Thank you for the lesson.


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Recaps of our begining..

Well, nk gak recaps what had happened in our life recently..

I did it! Saje suka2... Hehehe...

Our preparations....

Our invitation for both sides.....

The goodies..

mek bie pon ada

mek tie pon ada

a night b4 solemnization night

mek sue memenuhkan lollipop pots

the hantaran in bilik pengantin (thanks all for ur deco idea)

cik nab helping with sireh junjung, few hours b4 the main event

pestime pakai inai penuh di jaris... hahaha~

it is the time

as expected, kat situ memang tempat mengintai... hahaha (sempat lg I snapped picture b4 turun bwh.. hahaha)

really love this angle (newly wed = me & my nampyon)

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reception day! (thanks for coming! lebiu olss)

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pelamin yg sgt cantik at my nampyon's house

my ne'chan n my bff (antara org kuat yg bkerja keras)

believe it or not, sepupupapat makcik pakcik 72 org skali dtg anta (18 bijik kete) Jasa kalian dikenang~ Tengkiu...

Everyone.......... The bittersweet memory will last forever.. Zillion thanks for everything and anything.. Much appreciated! Lebiu~~

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Today is my Birthday!

 I'm still amma, appa sweet little daughter n a notty yet lovely youngest sister (hahaha)... plus a jagiya for my nampyon (4 months of our marriage life)... As usual, age is just a number n I do feel young. But, how much have I done to others? How much did I make others smile? How much did I hurt others? Wow! I'm thinking actively.. hahaha...

Anyhow,
Early in the morning, I got a warm hug from my amma n not so sweet voice of happy birthday song from my ne'chan.. Though my appa is juz smiling cheerfully, I do understand him. Do feel blessed!

And,
I got a present! Who don't like to have one? So much in love with the wishes in the little card.. hahahaha

Love'em!

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Mekar Bersama Rindu

Desir-desir angin

menimbul seribu ingin

terasa meresap sukma cinta

membakar hatiku yang dingin

Desir-desir daun

Melarik pohon merimbun

merangsang rindu bertemu

bilakah cinta akan bertamu?

Ah... bila cinta yang SATU

mudahlah kita bertemu

jauh pun bukan alasan

pada satu pertemuan

Dalam solat aku doakanmu...

Walau jarak kita beribu batu

Munajat ini mekar bersama rindu.

 


dipetik dari buku Cinta Kerana Allah..

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Have a nice day!

 Assalammualaikum...
I woke up this morning and a thought cross to my mind. How grateful I am. Still can open my eyes wide awake and still can meet my family and friends. Everybody have their own feeling, own experience, own story to tell, own way of thinking, own problem, own happiness. Everyone is different. It is just how we handle them, to face them, to understand them. Of course everyone have our own ego. But for me, is by showing our ego and power can solve anything? Maybe you yourself are satisfied. But, have you thought of other people's feeling? Have you asked for what they want and need?  Especially when dealing with your love one. We (including me) always assume what we think is right but actually not. We don't realize that we always unconditionally hurt other people. I bet you have heard that words are sharper than swords. The choice of words, the tone you utter will represent whether you will ease or will hurt others.

We will not live in this world forever. My mummy poko said, if we do good things and always make everyone happy, InsyaAllah good thing will come in whatever ways. Just a reminder for myself. 
 
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Selamat Hari Raya!!!!!

Selamat Hari Raya sumer~~~

Selamat mengutip duet raya kat bdk2 n selamat berkunjung2an kpd sume...

Wah! ini thn last raye sbgi single mingle amma appa little girl... huhuhu.. sedey lak rase.... sobsobsob~



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I'm crying!!

Lama giler x update blog ni.. huhuhuhu... tahun ni mmg terasa sgt busy.. kengkonon sb wat preparation utk wedding (padahal progress sgt lembs.. hahaha), settle hal sek (upsr n linus bi) dan menguruskan diri sendiri yg x tau r nape rasa mcam x bape nak well organized. hohoho...

well... well... well...

baru lepas tengok We Got Married Global Edition (tengok bukan sb i'm getting married, okey??) last episode.. oleh kerana last episode, ia adalah episode perpisahan.. going their own ways.. uhuk...

my tears run without stopping.. sedih giler.. n dunno why.... huhuhu... suatu ketika dulu, i'm not the one who will cry easily.. faktor usia kot.. hehehe... skang ni muka still sembab n idung sokseksoksek..  i know it is not real.. but, reasons why i love the show are, there are lots of surprises, they portrayed happy couples and i hope i will be as happy as them too.

  
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kulitku~~

I have a very sensitive skin.. x kira la facial wash ke, sabun mandi ke, lotion ke... cuma certain brand/jenis je yg bole pakai tanpa ad apa2 masalah. klu silap amik, alamatnya merana la.. mula la jd merah n gatal sesgt... ad yg ckp ak ni mengade jek nk yg mhl2. cube korang dok tempat ak. jgn byk bunyi klu x alami sendiri.(emo lak.. huhu..)

sgt susah nak cari pencuci muka yang sesuai.. sblum ni da jumpa yg sesuai tp 1 set makan rm1k... haussss poket wooo... pastu tuka yg lain.. mula2 ok je.. skg ni da mula tumbuh biji2 kecik kat muka.. demand gler kulit ak ni!

oleh kerana emak kesian sama anak dia ni, dia tlg rebuskan rumpai laut.. malam ni baru nak try bermasker bersama rumpai laut. stelah mengoogle, utk skin problem seperti daku, elok campur tomato.. hmmm... nasib baik ad extra tghri td.. hehe... x sabo nak menerai mlm ni... mudah2an xjd mende lain n sesuai ngan kulit manja ni...

pastu ad lg 2 bekas yg da campur ngan sunkist.. td test2 sket.. hmmm... not bad.. boleh ditelan.. tekak ak ni pon boleh tahan nengadenya.. susah sgt nk telan cecair2 yg berunsur ubat2an.. ak lebih rela telan pil berbiji2.. hehehe~~

well, we'll see how ok? =)

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From my little window

start minggu lepas jerebu melanda.. rasanya hari rabu lepas yg sgt teruk. sminggu sblum tu angin sgt kuat. mengajar kat depan kelas pon dah terasa mcm kat tepi pantai.. hadoi.. bila tiba2 jerebu tebal masa hari rabu, on the spot dpt topeng free.. bukan je pemandangan terhad, byk sgt abu putih terbang2. bau abu sangat menusuk. boleh buat jammed otak.. hari jumaat sekolah diarahkan cuti berganti. kalau kat tv, cuma muar dan ledang je ada bacaan IPU. so, memandai2 la anggarkan batu pahat pon lebih kurang gitu gak. kengkwn negeri lain pelik nape batu pahat pon sibuk2 nak cuti sb kat tv x ckp pon teruk. ape2 je la.. mlm ni rasa mcm da ok sket kot. bau pon da x kuat sgt. maybe sb angin kuat kot. da tolak abu jauh2. Alhamdulillah... wlubgaimana pon, bsk still cuti berganti. bgs la, bdk2 bia duduk kat umah. mse keadaan bjerebu dan bersekolah mgu lps, semua nmpak x bermaya dan letih je.. masing2 nmpk x sihat.

kbtulan dulu pernah snap gamba dri cermin bilik

p/s: IPU muar 7 pg td 746.. skg da mkin berkurangan. Alhamdulillah...


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my birthday

im 27!! hehehe

happy belated birthday to me!

1st time ever celebrating birthday as someone's fiancee.. (love u mr fiancee) 
probably my final year celebrating as Miss Single Mingle Unmarried Mom&Dad Little Girl (sobsob.. love u much mak, abah n ne'chan)

anyhow.. it was memorable yet lovely

I got this! XPERIA XL.. Love it xtra much!!!

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happy birthday to you~~~

Dear my fiancee, happy birthday.. may your wold be bright n u'll always lead the right path.
Think wise n always be nice..... to me! hihi~ luv u...

 

repost this vid.. kekeke

 

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60 minutes b4 chowing!!

Yesterday ------------- x jdik kuar... hmph ;(
today ------- waiting for another friend to come.. planning to go at another friend's house.. she'll get married 2morrow..

Feelings:
~MIX~
happy : bcz will have 3 days weekend
guilty : unable to accompany my emak for her checkup ;(
sad : my sister swollen her eyelid 
lazy : to go anywhere during weekend ^prefer lazying at home^



as usual, will go through the day n just go with the flow.. uhuk~


for this short thought, i had spent 20 minutes to type.. hihihi
another 30 minutes b4 starting my JeMaH's engine and CHOWING!

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one-day-off

Salam Maulidurrasul everyone!!
we're officially off 2day~~ yippie!
i m xcited n happy~~
y??
a friend of mine will come n its been such a long time that we havent hanging out 2gether... yeay!
since we had entered working era, we r walking through our own path. everyone has experienced our own stories.. n seriously although we r in the same state, we never meet up once! Either i m the one that always bz with my stuff or hers..

so, can't wait to see her!

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back to work..

Holiday is over n i need to tune my mind... Have to wake up n face the reality.. tak tau nape, thn ni mcm x semangat je nk start sek. buku rekod pon x sempat bersampul mase 1st day sek.. maybe im still in wonderful mode lg kot.. byk berangan2... hihihi

btw, im a class teacher for 6 delima.. never taught them b4.. there's lots to do.. i hope i will b able to do well..

InsyaAllah~~


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70 days more??

aiyark!! rse mcm lama lg.. tp rasanya mcm 70 hari x cukup dgn segala benda yg kengkonon nak DIY.. huhuhu.. sesak napas suda... sempat ke eh? kengkadang menyesal lak sb berkobar2 sgt nk wat DIY.. klu tempah je kan senang.. klu x tempah pon, juz beli artificial flowers je pon da kira ok.. huhuhu... hantam saja la labu...... wat mane yg sempat je la... mane yg x sempat kte pk nnt je la... hehehe

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Beraya sebulan??

Bulan beraya ni mmg byk sgt2 open haouse smpi x terpegi.. hehehe..

mkn, mkn dan mkn lg sampikan dlm masa 15 hari berat ak naik 6 kg...

kagum x?? hahaha

so, syawal da nk berlalu... zulkaedah da nak tiba... puasa 6 x settle2 lg...

isyh3~~~



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Salam Ramadhan

Diam x diam da 3 hari berpuasa.. Alhamdulillah... Selamat menjalankan ibadah puasa~~  ^____^

p/s: da beautiful pictures r from google.. thanks!  ^____^







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Kau yang istimewa

Salam.. Hye everyone... Pakcik ku yang tersayang telah pergi meninggalkan kami dan pergi menghadap Ilahi pada 14hb July 2012 (Sabtu) pada pukul 4.45 petang... Terasa sebak yang teramat.. Ak baru je jumpa dia genap seminggu yang lalu.. sesungguhnya ajal maut di tangan Tuhan.. Dia seorang yang sgt disayangi dan disenangan oleh semua orang..

Hari Sabtu yang lalu, ak g PPD sb ada bengkel kecemerlangan UPSR.. Sgt gembira sebab boleh balik awl.. kul 10.30 pagi da smpi umah.. kira2 pukul 2, mak ajak g mkn2 dirumah kawan dia.. selepas mkn, mak terima panggilan telefoan dari adiknya yg mengatakan pakcik ku (abang emak) dimasukkan ke hospital untuk operation jantung. Mungkin minor operation dan risiko cuma 5% je, katanya.. mak bertanya dimana dan kami bergegas ke Regency Hospital.. Baru hendak memasuki perkarangan hospital, adik mak telefon lagi.. kali ini, dia mengatakan bahawa abangnya telah tiada.. ketika itu hujan renyai.. sayu dan sebak hati ini.. di lobi hospital, kami disambut dgn anak2 sepupu ak dengan mata yang basah.. kakak sepupu ak ckp "Jgn menangis. Kesian atuk. Redhakan pemergian dia." ak tau, walaupun tiada setitikpun air mata dimukanya, dlam hati sgt bergelora. Manakan tidak, sebelum operation arwah boleh berjalan dan bercakap seperti biasa.. Tiada siapa yang dapat melawan kehendakNya. Arwah meninggal kerana terkena serangan jantung ketika sedang di operate.. Innalillah...
Kami menunggu di luar bilik bedah dan jenazahnya dipindahkan ke ICU.. disana kami menatap wajah yg sebelum ini sentiasa tidak lokek dengan senyuman.. Kini, matanya terkatup rapat.. Bibir yg biru.. kaku diatas katil.. semua menahan sendu.. tiada kata yang dapat diluahkan.. pemergiannya sgt pantas.. ak masih ingat dengan suaranya, cara dia  melayan kami dengan baik.. segalanya msih segar diingatan..
Malam itu setelah pulang kerumah, ramai yang telah menanti untuk menziarah. Orang tidak putus2 hadir sehingga keesokkan hari.. semua tidak menyangka..

Yang pasti, dia adalah pakcik yang sangat ak kagumi, yang sangat ak sayangi. Dia seolah2 bapa kedua bagiku. Semoga ronya ditampatkan dikalangan orang2 yang beriman dan dipermudahkan segala urusannya. Semoga ahli keluarganya tabah dan cekal menghadapi dugaan yang diberi. AMIN~






p/s: masih igt lg pesanan arwah cik usi pada raya tahun lepas, "jaga mak dan abah baik2"



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wish didn't come true

 i had a very tiresome day 2day... rase cam da nak tercabut segala sendi... mne x nye.. kelas yg sgt2 ful arini.. becakap, bdiri tanpa henti dan bermarah jua... hahaha


my today's timetable.. best jd murid.. duduk melopong jek.. hohoho

7.30 8.00	8.00  8.30	8.30  9.00	9.00  9.30	9.30  10.00	10.00  10.30	10.30  11.00	11.00  11.30	11.30  12.00	12.00  12.30	12.30  1.00	1.00  1.30
6D	6D	4Z	4Z	6Z	●	6D	6D	6Z	6Z	●	●

 FYI, kul 12.30 balik sb g bengkel pembugaran headcount smpi kul 5.00pm... sesampai umah jek mmg pengsan..

i always wish that there will no wednesday in my calender.. but.......










p/s: oleh kerana sgt penat, ape yg dibengkelkan mmg x msuk dlm otak...


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